Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Liz <3's LiveJournal:

Friday, August 6th, 2004
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Friday, June 4th, 2004
3:43 pm	long time no post wow i havent posted in over a month. today is my brothers 18 birthday. i love him so much. we've been hanging out all day and im going to miss him sooooooo much! august 20 :0( i really need to start swimming and stop smoking, im so disgustingly out of shape. i want an ipod more than anything. and a ferett. i'm almost officialy going to santaluces next year. ive decided thats where i want to go, now i just have to lie about my adress and if that works, its official. i dont have a crush. its horrible. i must be ill. hurry, someone find me boy!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
12:47 am	Happy Holidays!! I'm satisfied to inform you that i had a lovely 4/20, blazed with those close to my heart, Ali, Isabelle and Stephen, much love to them all. This night has also helped my concluded that i definitlay dont want to go to pope next year. Definitlay. Peace and love...try global unity. whatever all gandhi brainwashed. sleep time Current Mood: and nostalgic (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 15th, 2004
7:09 pm	youre on my team starting first string so why are we arguing? moral of that lyric-dont hold grudges! i hate when people dont accept apologies, its like what else do you want from me, a pony? fuck off. anyways today went by so fast and this week, soooo fast, it was only a 3 day week after all. so i had a conference with the dean and my pops today, it was all a big joke, i had to sign some peice of paper saying that i wont get anymore demerits or else i cant come back to Poop John Paul next year. :0( shucks, actually id rather go there than boynton so i suppose i bes start behaving myself. she also informed me that so far this year i have 15 demerits and 8 saturday detentions. i think its so damn hilarious, im not a bad kid, why are they all out to get me? want to come to my pity party? you have to bring a halfy or youre not allowed in. actualy im proud to announce i quit smoking in exception to a small breach in my non-smoking era for next tuesday, it being 4/20 and all. i have to give thanks to the wailers for all theyve done. this is getting way too long considering no one reads it. i really really really really want to write a book, like really. so the actions ive taken are deciding that i will write it during summer, but i will start keeping a written journal to document my weekends, and rant about school, then in the summer time i will finish writing it and type it, acutaly now that i just thought that out as a whole thought it seems stupid, no ones going to publish it. waste of time? argh whatever. the one and only thing i can admit is a negative affect of pot is the lack of motivation to do anything, at all, like brush my teeth, yes i brush my teeth but its a pain in the ass. i need a new mix, even tho i barely listen to cds anymore. Current Mood: its as simple as that (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 5th, 2004
8:43 pm	i cant stop smiling theres a place on the corner of cherry street where we would walk on the beach in our bare feet we were both 18 and it felt so right sleeping all day stayin up all niiiigghhtt that song is so damn catchy and maybe if my mother fucking speakers workded i could listen to it. so my bestest friend april is here and my mom found an empty except for stems bag of pot in my pocket and i thot i was going to be sent away forever but they didnt even care. the lecutre turned into a college discussion...so cool. new boys are so cute. i really wish someone would read my journal. and make comments....richard...lynzi, thats your job. should i buy a picture phone? i want new posters. okay im done Current Mood: optimistic (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
9:50 pm	wehh spring mother fucking break is mother fucking over. i didnt accomplish anything. i had a tan for a bout an hour. i love boys. today i saw someone who i drunkenly called and felt so stupid, and i will feel stupid tmw and the next day and the next day. but except for him i love these 3 other cute boys. i have nothing to write bc no one reads my livejournal anyways. but i thot id say hi. ummm i need to get good grades, need to. and make world peace, those are my goal. 4 real mother fuckers. (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 20th, 2004
1:37 pm	cus you and me, we disagree, on everything and everyone i only want to be your friend but arghhhh. first day of srping breakk, this feels sooooooo nice so oo soo oo nice. but all the people i really really wanted to hangout with everyday and become best friends with are leaving for like the whole break. lets see, kristin-utah(eh, i think, somewhere to ski) tania-california, lauren-south carolina? maybe north. lynzi-i forgot which island, garrett-the keys. and i cant drive so i cant hangout with cacciaguida that much i really wanted to bc i miss her so much. my friends were being really mean last night and this morning and i decided im not calling stuart, steven, or paul for a couple days, isa or aimee tonight, and fucking 'dick' allen is a big fucking dick. dont fucking throw a party then be a pene and kick everyone out. fuckhead. well now im going to go put some stuff up in my room, bc i have no homework bc its mother fucking spring break. i love it. and the few people that read my journal.......make comments or something, i feel like im talking to myself here. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
9:15 pm	i love parties, good times, friends, and laughing, i love it, i love the weekends. fuck this big, long, nothing out of the ordinary, 5 day week. i would rather have a mass so that at least one day is shortened than have a whole full week. if im still alive by friday at 2:50 it will be a miracle. im going to to go to sleep early while i still can, before the homework and tests and ect occupy me until the wee hours. (Comment on this)
Friday, March 12th, 2004
10:21 am	wowowoww wholy shitttt ahhhh if lj delets my entry one more timee ahhhh wowo i just typed the longest entry about how happy i am, short summmary 1. beach today 2. opas tonight, drunk dance throw plates 3. cute new boy is oh so new and oh so cute 4. ugly old boy is oh so ugly and oh so stupid 5. no more stupid booook or reports or projects or lack of sleep 6. pot is taking over, and im not doing a thing to stop it :0) 7. clay is hereeeee whoooooooo 8. 3 day weekend no time no time, i love everyone. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 26th, 2004
9:45 pm	a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight i need to write a book. i love pot. the craziest thing just happend to me and my brother. and i just finished making a dance mix for us to listen to in the car. we're getting along......craaazy. i love my new crush. hes so cute. and i love his smile. :0) retreat tmw. no classes. awesome. catch fucking 22, soooooooooooooo grossly excited. i cant wait to danceee all night. 12341234 as cole would say, schibbitywap. you only live once. Current Mood: high (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
1:34 pm	sigh wow. i. hate. boys. whyyyy do they all, actually no, just this one, do this to me, theyre fucking schizos. make up youre god damn mind. but too bad im so over it. i think. and fuck him. stupid fuck. back to that new crush, i dont know why i let the old one come back, but no more. new crush, prepare to be seduced. haha yea right. im trying to decided wether or not to waste this day. i can go to sleep until work, then come home, go online, and go to sleep, not doing any work and failing school. or i can do my homework before work, go to the gym after work, then go online, then go to sleep, getting work done, getting good grades and exercising. or i can go to sleep now, tell myself im going to do homework after work, and not do it, and go online, then go to sleep. oh yea research paper, oh yea article. my fucking brothers cell phone has been ringing all fucking morning, that pisses me off for 2 reasons, one, the ring tone is sexual healing, and two, why arent people calling me? yea too bad he was at shauns last night and friday night, and friday night his friends were yelling at me for being drunk and last night they were just pissing me off because i wasnt drunk. i hate being designated driver, but not as much as i hate people driving drunk, so i took one for the team. certain people are way too intense on weekends, and need to chill. and why cant i drive stick when new people are in the car? i guess im nervous, so then theyre all, you dont know how to drive stick, and i do, all the damn time, so them im like shit the E brakes on, and i feel dumb, and we drive away. that was my night, being upset and taking and hour to take someone home 10 minuets away. oh yea, absolute highlight of the evening...chase hildum singing The Darkness, 'i believe in a thing called love' with me at the top of our lungs. he knew every word. i officialy love him. this is too long and boring. and the decision on the day.......sleep it is. p.s. of my friends that i love, i love them alot. Current Mood: annoyed (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 16th, 2004
1:33 pm	Don't be tacky. Please. i hate tacky, tacky people, tacky clothes, tacky music, everything. (in exception to everything in, during and consisting of the 80s) which means that unless you were in the 80s, or are going to re-enact the 80s, dont be fucking tacky. ugh, i cringe. smoked way to much pot this weekend, and now i feel like being a stoner again, its really a much more relaxing lifestyle. work is getting much better, i pretty much know what im doing, a few complaints here and there but for the bulk, its okay. i got my pay check yesterday.....:::drumroll:::: $208.05...schweeet. i cant wait to spend it. today isabelle reminded me that i owe her $200 for crashing her car...fuck. i must go on errands. p.s. i got a 3.5 of progress reports, i can drive, one night a weeeekkkk. 'yyipchaaa' (petigrew, 2004)(i just cited that. ha) p.s.s. i have a new crush. :0) i love this feeling. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Current Mood: chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
10:40 pm	One foot in the hole one foot gettin deeper that song is stuck in my head. today peter got 'i love quiznos subs, bc they are crunch, and blah blah, eat quiznos subs!!' that annoying commercial with the sock puppet. yea so no one (as if many did before) comments in my journal anymore. i feel sticky. can i pretend that hebrew is a romance language? today i found out too much sleep slows your metabolism...hmm, something to consider. my brothers on kairos as a leader, we'll see how he is when he returns, until then im an only child for a week with my own car. muahahah. today someone said to my teacher after she said 'jesus christ' "oh no, you just dropped the jc bomb" i laughed sooo hard, like not F bomb, but jc bomb, hahahahaha. okay im going to bed. p.s. i love boys Current Mood: dirty (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 7th, 2004
12:40 pm	chase them crazy wailers out of town went to marley fest tonight. it was awesome. as much as im not a stoner anymore, theres something about being baked with thousands of other people at the same timelistening to the same music hanging outm and starting at the sky that is comforting. it was relaxing, i had fun. ate wayy to much for wayy to much money and now i feel sick. then met up with ry car, garren and dan and i smoked some more. its all for bob. then i go back to moderation. i leave you with this here quote: Mello mood has got me Let the music rock me Cause i got love, darlin Love, sweet love Which perfectly describes my current thoughts PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE Current Mood: stoned (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
10:06 pm	great song you, you try, try to get bye youre never gonna pull it off you shouldnt even try youre a wet cigarette youre always second best theyre never gonna give a shit about anybody but themselves so you fight for them to realize theres more to life theres more to you theres more than meets the eye and when youre done youre battles been won you can sit back and smile and this is what you hum you hum....... Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Monday, February 2nd, 2004
8:42 pm	work work work oh and ive lost my head thought of all the stupid things ive said -coldplay it seems as though that lyric applies to every morning-after-party pondering. i neglected to say in my last entry that i made 3 drunk phone calls from isabelles. 2, thank god, didnt answer, although they are the two that i could have explained myself to, and not felt stupid, but the one crucial one, he answered. so today at school, i felt like a fuckhead. but i did see him turn around and look at me in lunch....but there was probably someone behind me or something. but anyways. now i have to do this stupid online driving bullshit before my parents will keep letting me drive to school. i cant socially drive but my brothers not going to school tmw, so i have to drive, so they told me to at least start it. work today was better than yesterday, which by the way sucked, i wanted to cry, i hate old people, they are all inconsiderate and pathetic. so at the same time of being mad at them for being mean, i want to cry bc i feel so bad for them that they probably base their whole day on dinner, and what theyre going to eat, and talking to people at their table. and thats just sad. today i forgot a ladys plate completely, and 15 min later, after everyone around her ate, she very politely asked me for it, shes one of the nice ones. i felt horrible. im way too sensitive for this job, someones going to die and im going to cry and get fired. sigh, and now i smell like old people and food. ick. this is way too long, sorry to the 3 people that read it. hey lynzi should i put travis on my friends list? ha, i think it will be funny, and ill put a comment on his like 'heyyy just added you' or something dorky, or will he just think im dumb? okay im going to start the stupid driving thing. p.s.lovin is what i got, i said remember that p.p.s im sooo excited to start my research term paper: how students that are educated on transcendentalism can make better more open decisions about their religious preference. !!! that wasnt sarcasm, i really am. im somehow going to work into that my views on everything, including our conformist school system, mabye it will change something. (yeah right) p.p.p.s i have another appointment with the dean tmw morning!! hoo-rah! god i love her. so much. so damn much. i should suggest she read my paper when its finished, in fact, i think i will. ill print one just for her. Current Mood: hopeful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 1st, 2004
2:25 pm	A poem by Shel Silverstein Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too Went for a ride in a flying show. "Hooray!" "What fun!" "It's time we flew!" Said Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too. Ickle was captain, and Pickle was crew And Tickle served coffe and mulligan stew As higher And higher And higher they flew, Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too. Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too, Over the sun and beyond the blue. "Hold on!" "Stay in!" "I hope we do!" Cried Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too. Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too Never returned to the world they knew, And nobody Knows what's Happend to Dear Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too. That poem has been a favorite of mine since i was little. So last night was fun, no drama except some minor testosterone filled people being lame. But it all turned out fine. I passed out at 1 and apparently no one went to sleep until 6, so i guess i missed out. But i had fun while i was awake. A picture to sum up the night: http://www.shwanker.com/11680122885_468.jpg Silly boy. Bathtubs aren't for sleeping....gotta love him <3. I wasnt supposed to work but someone couldnt so now i am...most people would be pissed about this, but i actually wanted to work. Yesterday was my first 'real day' and i did...okayyy but not good enough, so i want more practice, so im glad im working. and i got kicked out of saturday detention yesterday bc the fucking deans a bitch. so now i belive i have.....4. Yus, i love spending extra time with ms. fornya', such a lovely woman. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 27th, 2004
9:28 pm	youre dangerous, im lovin it with the taste of a poison paradise im addicted to you dont you know that youre toxic and i love what you do dont you know that youre toxic i wish i had someone to direct that too, but my previous intrest gave into the luxury of having a slut for a girlfriend...so today i went into work, got my uniform and i start tomarrow. im actually reallly excited. and i just got back from the gym, which introduces my new routine, school, work, gym, get home at 9. thats going to suck. but anyways, this past week i decided im grossly inconsiderate. not necessarily selfish, but i really need to think about others more, especially my mom. she does soooo much for me and i still have the nerve to complain if i dont like my lunch. its rather disgusting. i just realized that rescheduling my detention for tmw was stupid bc tmw is my first day of work...and i cant reschedule, so proceeding my saturday detention i have for this saturday, i will have the pleasure of spending next saturday morning with papa T as well. my moms starting to care. blah. fuck fornya', however you spell her stupid name. i never did like the french, with exception to my best friend and her french family. i feel like im wasting my life, when i tell people that they say youre only 16, but i reallllly want to make a difference, in something, anything, and i feel like i should have started by now. ill have to ponder that some more. im out like a fat kid in dodge ball. p.s. im trying to figure out how to work lj, customizing and ect. i realize its rather ugly right now... Current Mood: indifferent (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 26th, 2004
8:33 pm	If you plan to learn you must learn to plan. A direct quote from my handy-dandy PJP 2 day planner. So my first day of being a good student went pretty well. I did all my homework, only slept in math for about 15 min. AND have already completed tonights homework. With the exception of some reading, but who does that anyways? Tania does. And this boy is so stupid and i just want to say i hope he has fun fucking his new slut. because i dont care. shes gross. which makes you gross. that was so winter break. ugh. i went into work today to check my shot and this boy there gets cuter everytime i see him. someone new to look forward to. lauren and lynzi got guinea pigs and i bet theyre so cute(shoutouts to betty and belle) and it makes me miss my old guinea pigs...R.I.P Lucky and Sandy(alex's) and i dont even know if MY guinea pig is still alive, i gave it away a few years ago (not my best decision). but his name was peanut. anyways live journal schmijournal, i act like someones going to read this. p.s. i also answered 2 questions aloud in history, that means i didnt sleep, didnt not answer any, didnt not answer just one, but 2, correctly, magnificently. over achiever liz is on the rise, just try and stop me! Current Mood: accomplished (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 25th, 2004
8:13 pm	Ah yes a livejournal I made this live journal mainly to read other 'friends only' live journals, although i suppose while im at it i could insert my thoughts. for starters today had good intent but only left me feeling like shit. damn over-achievers, put me in a bad mood. but with that begins my new lifestyle. good grades, eating more healthy, starting my job, and working out. (oh how i miss swimming.) hopefully by the end of this week i will already feel more energized and confident. (2 Comments |Comment on this)